Okay, It's always awkward for me as I don't really know how to address myself, that's the reason why I keep on talking in English hahaha. But then I think it's better for me to just address myself as Alya. Alya dah dapat lesen P for both B2 and D, and I'm so grateful! Rasa lega sangat sebab dah lepas dah 'azab' nak ambik lesen tu. Sejak azali Alya memang tak suka buat benda yang akan dinilai oleh orang lain. It makes me nevous. That's why I don't like competition. To wait for the result is a kind of torture for me. Kalau exam okay lagi sebab tak nampak direct pemeriksa tu, Tapi exam besar macam SPM tu penat jugaklah tunggu result hahaha. Awak tak rasa macam tu? Ada saya tanya? Hahaha just kidding, hati masing-masing ye dok? Okay why my writing style changes? Weird.
Okay, sebab dah dapat lesen, now I'm back at Dengkil in my own home sweet home hehehe. Boleh catch up balik marathon tengok Runningman, pastu selang seli dengan few movies yang serious sikit sebab sakit gusi gelak banyak sangat hahaha. Sepanjang cuti ni, Alya dengar banyak sangat orang buat different activities yang berfaedah such as ambik English short course, ada yang interview sana sini and yang paling banyak kerja, cari duit untuk kepuasan sendiri. And what did I do? I asked myself that question plenty of times because I can't seem to find the answer. The only thing yang berfaedah yang Alya buat sepanjang cuti ni is just ambik lesen. AND THAT'S IT. Pity me.
Sebab dah tak tau nak spend cuti macam mana, I decided to start blogging again. BUT seriously, without no laptop, and just using my tiny tiny little phone, my eyes hurts and it's feels like it's never ending tau tak. That's why post jadi sikit padahal banyak benda nak cerita. Benda mengarut jalah sebenarnya tapi ntah rasa nak cerita. Mungkin sebab tak berfaedah tu yang tak diberi keizinan untuk menulis hahaha. Oh ya, Alya cuba jugak belajar Bahasa Korea using an app called Eggbun, Seriously Koreans never failed to do something creative. That apps is daebak and domu domu gwiyowo! (Mudah terpengaruh) But seriously it's been years since I start thinking about learning a third language. Takat tau cakap pun okay dah, eventhou English dengan Malay pun tak expert lagi. I envy people yang boleh cakap banyak bahasa, cause I'm very curious of what people are saying. (Busybody sebenarnya hahaha). Tapi apps tu bertahan 2 hari. Sangat hot hot chicken poop.
Okay, sebelum ni kat Kedah I really envy my friends yang boleh drive here and there, with permisson and they do drive gracefully like an expert (which I don't). You see I do tend to envy people around me. Hence my whatsapp status is 'sedang belajar bersyukur' cause indeed I am trying and it's hard trust me. Okay back to the topic. I went out with my friends to lots of places, they fetch me from my kampung. Ada yang bawak pi Aman Central, ada yang bawak pi main badminton and tengok wayang, ada yang bawak pi swimming and ada yang even plan picnic kat Tasik Darulaman. Impressive! I should be thankful for these people around me. If you're reading this, acknowledge that I'm so thankful for everything. Thank you for being a good friend eventhough I'm not doing the same to you.
So petang tadi, I gather up my courage to drive my family's little orange Kancil, alone to the mart nearby. I was freaking out but then I felt better just because nothing happened like I imagined hahaha. Siap singgah merata lagi cari barang tak jumpa. Lepas tu pi jalan dekat taman sebelah, trying to find my friend's house. Tiba-tiba nampak dia jalan with my another friend. Apa lagi, fetch depa. Depa request bawak jalan, dalam hati fikir "aku dahlah tak expert" hahahaha. So last sekali bawaklah pi KFC. Sembang-sembang, kami pun decide nak balik. Masa mengundur tu, kereta asyik mati ja. My two friends tu memang takda lesen, so they freak out! But unexpectedly I'm super calm which is rare, like very very rare hahaha. Nasib baik driver tu pun okay tak hon hon ka apa. Pelik tau kenapa asyik mati enjin ja ni. Sekali sedar, Ya Allah Alya, HANDBRAKE TAK TURUN. *facepalm*
Sabtu ni my former school, SMK Dengkil akan buat Hari Kantin which I would say besar- besaran jugaklah, compared to the previous years. I'm planning to go but I'm scared to drive as kat depan simpang nak ke jalan besar tu there's a lil bukit, so i'm very risau that my car would undur. Kay cakap macam apa gi campur English Malay, harap mengerti. Masih plan untuk pergi. Doakan saya jadi berani hahaha.
Tips of the day : This is not my quote, I read this on Instagram (@thegoodquote.co), "Everything you've ever wanted is on the other side of fear." Kita kena sedar, selagi kita takut takut, kita akan tetap dalam takuk lama. So, make the first step and never turn back. Bergeraklah kehadapan, even if at certain point you have to crawl, the struggle is worth it. This kind of experience is what we need in life. Our different kind of treasure. Banyak fikir pun satu jenis penyakit. Ber'kalau' banyak sangat. What if this, what if that. Just like what Nike told us in their campaign, JUST DO IT.
Nota kaki : I'm trying to edit this blog layout and everything, but I guess I left it too long that I've lost my touch (cakap macam dulu hebat sangat edit blog). If you have any suggestion(s), leave your comment below. I'll appreciate it :)
The one who speaks from the heart,
Alya Ayob.
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